11-12-08-repost-ROUGH NIGHT POEMS

Hey y'all

OK so I know most of my blogs are just a bunch of ramblings that go on and on and probably on.

I used to write and it's become harder because there is so much in my head to write about. Once I get started it comes out way to fast to write and sometimes even to type.

So I decided to try to compile some of these things that don't make sense in my mind into poetry. I used to and I prolly am terrible at it. But it made me feel better, because I knew that I got across what I felt, whether anyone reads them or not.

I've had emotionally a really rough week, including but not limited to the anniversary of Joe's death, finding out more about his accident that I was allowed to believe, being insulted and attacked verbally by my husband's mother, saving my house an hour before it was up for auction, Joey starting school, and certain people that have no clue what they want, too bad appearance is so important. So yeah it's been a very hurtful week and the worst part is no one knows they did anything to hurt me.

So instead of fighting or defending, which usually results in nothing good. I just talked to myself and God. Please don't take any of my poems as an accurate account of my overall mental state, but how I feel at any moment in time regarding things that have happened and things that are happening and things I expect to happen.

Love y'all,
Jen